Another thing that has been life changing for me is when I read Quiet, a book by Susan Cain. it has truly made me understand myself better as a person. It's a book about being an introvert or an extrovert..I've also been inspired by people in general, I started watching a lot of TED, started re-watching Oprah again..and I even listen to BFM 89.9 for a change, BFM Bieber-free-music, BFM puns are so funny! hahah inspiring talk shows never get boring in my opinion..it makes me appreciate life so much
I've always been an observant..I always judge other people well in my head I do lah, I never understood the people who are always so mean, always so angry or not happy..until they started talking to me about life..it has been quite painful and heartbreaking for me at the same time.. I don't want to be like one of them.. so unhappy with what they're doing, maybe they do love their jobs..they don't get a lot of income or satisfaction and thus taking out their anger on other people..so lifeless they probably end up becoming bitter and depressing to the people in their lives and not realizing it at the same time
everything was slow pacing to me at one point.. sometimes you really need to have working and social experience to see what kind of person you might end up becoming.I know some really lazy people and they talk soo much crap about not going to university, and when I see what they're doing now I just can't imagine living like them.. jobless, not much income depending on parent's for shelter..I mean not everybody has to go through school but not everyone can not go and yet become successful in life..people like to talk shit like they're all that..truth is, they are so full of shit
I admire the people who try so hard in life and are still humble..Random thought butI met some friends at schoolwho are super social but when it comes down to presentation and solo presentations they can't even talk, some of themstarted stuttering and shaking so badly or just laugh and had to restart *_* I mean I get nervous too but not that badly.. It really got me wondering if some people are just trying so hard to be someone they're not? pretenders, pretenders everywhere, the stress either eats you up or make you stronger you either choose to control it or let it devour you
Oh my convocation for my diploma will be held in May, I thought it was in March btw but it's not it's in May~~ I'm not sure if I'm proud of my diploma lol..But sometimes I feel happy when I re-watch the memory in my head during my announcements of results day..that day..I graduated with Very Honorable Pass! soo I must have done something right! I've also achieved my first French Diploma!! I just got the DELF certificate yesterday!! I can proudly say that I can speak basic French and I have the proof too :) ♥ I really miss going to pastry classes & artist kitchen classes I had the best time ever!
I was also really happy when I get to see my boyfriend and bff last year! Yes they are out of reach atm To cut things short, I just feel very blessed for 2012 for every moment and everyone I have encountered, good and bad..I've learn to live in the moment and also yearn for a better future, to be a better person and to weed out the negative thoughts that's always playing in my mind..please stoppp...just stahp I want to be more positive and happy :) Also wanted to say that I will be going to wondermilk's cupcakes roadshow again this year! can't wait!! see you there if you're going and hopefully I didn't bore you to death with this crazily long post!! take care loves!♥♥♥ |
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